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Name: Savannah Thomas
Nicknames: Vani or Van
Age: (in this picture) 12-13
Gender: Female
Species: Pendeogan
Addiction: Unknown as of yet
Likes: Spending time with her father, the smell of cinnamon (Alex's scent), reading, cuddling with Ryan, going to the park with her parents, taking naps in her parent's bed, swimming, cold weather
Dislikes: When she doesn't get her way, when her daddy gets mad at her, hot weather, when Alex over-does it with the drugs (she'll make Ryan take her out for the day), anything with a cherry flavor
Personality: Vani has a very...vibrant personality. She is a very colorful girl and somewhat of a social butterfly. She gets most of her personality from Alex in the sense that they are both very hyper and very loud when happy, upset, or in a bad mood. She will try and make frineds with anyone- she is a very loving and caring little girl. But when it comes to people telling her what to do she will not stand for it. Like Alex she would rather lead than follow. She will not stand for anyone hurting those she loves- she will most likly stand up for a loved one before herself. But she will have a little bit of her father in her. Although Vani is hyper more times than not and will get loud she also knows when to turn down the volume, she knows when she needs to be serious and calm just like Ryan, though it won't happen right away- it will take time to develope and teach her.
Parents: Alexander Brenner & Ryan Thomas

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Journal Entry: Fri Nov 13, 2009, 8:17 PM
Alright, so uh...something absolutely scary that ~Miss-Haha just pointed out to me not even ten minutes ago....

Nope...I'll start at the beginning.

So I have this one friend- we met awhile ago. Sad thing is- he's a really nice guy and we get along very well. He makes me laugh which isn't hard for people to do but it is when I'm in a bad mood. I started to think of him as a really good guy friend- one of the first in...shit a long fucking time.

Apparently it's not alright for Star to have an awesome guy friend who she can joke around with and have a good laugh with.

Whoa! Getting ahead of myself here.

OK! Try this once more.

So we joke around a lot and-HELL, that's kinda what I look for in ANY friend- especially a guy friend. 'Coz I want someone who I can joke around with and know they won't take it the wrong way && vice-versa.

Well...we had that for a good while. I would joke around with him and he'd do it right back.

[[Wrong of me to consider him my friend right?]] Apparently so.

Alright so....today started off like any normal day for us when we were talking on MSN. I was bored, he was bored. He was trying to force me to talk and I would retaliate with 'nope, you have to talk.'

Simple fun, right?

For him && I...? Yes, it is and how most of our daily conversations go. So nothing new there.

But then he tells me that-seeing as this is his last weekend here (he's going back to UK on the twentieth and that makes me a bit sad) he decided to go out drinking with a couple of his friend.

Shouldn't be nothing to worry about with any -NORMAL- person.

Well, if you honestly haven't guessed by now...I am far from normal. You can tell by the shit I draw, the characters I pull out my ass, or even the people I call my friends.

And I come from a family that one side has a drinking problem. So, I grew up around alcohol no matter how much I would love to deny that fact- I can't.

So when I know someone who -I- consider a friend says --> "Hey, I'm gonna head out and go get fucking piss drunk/wasted/whatever." I tend to worry about them.

I guess that makes me a horrible friend.

Well ya know what?

Nope save that for the end.

So he told me that...around six tonight and I told him I was gonna worry- because HELL, that's just how I am. And a while ago he banned me from worrying about him. No idea why but hell I never really questioned it. Always just thought it was a joke.

But when he told me I wasn't allowed to worry about him today I kinda got pissed.

I mean...who wouldn't?

So I got mad [[naturally]] and told him he could tell me all he wanted to not worry about him but that wouldn't make me stop- I'd just not TELL him I was worried.

But what does the fuck head do?

He tells me that if I had actually known him for hella long or had been going out with him then I had a right to worry. But apparently I don't know him all that well && I'm obviously NOT going with him so I have no reason what so ever to fucking worry about him.

MAJOR FUCKING BULL SHIT IF YOU ASK ME!

So I basically told him to fuck himself so hard in the ass. Then told him to have fun- what did he do? Told me he wasn't going to have any fun BECAUSE of me.

Made me feel like absolute shit and of course I let him know that.

So the fuck head logged back on a few more times and tried to talk to me but...good ol' Star didn't make that easy for the bastard.

Ok wo back to the whole scary thing at the beginning.

I told ~Miss-Haha about what had happened with me and (as I liked to call him) my buddy.

So she has to point out that every time we get too close to any one (guy/girl) that shit hits the fan and everything goes down the fucking crapper. And explained further that... (in her own words) "What if- when that happens it's trying to tell us something? Like what if every time we get too close to a guy or girl they realize it and make something bad happen and push us away for a good reason as if trying to tell us that we're meant for someone else and that they aren't the right person for us. That we're being 'saved' for someone else- who we were meant to be with.'

(of course that isn't EXACT) But hell. I think I got the jist of it.

So it kinda made me cry- because at first I thought she was trying to say that we didn't belong with -anyone- until she said that part about the 'being set aside for someone special' then it kinda hit me.

Maybe she's right. Maybe I am meant for one special person who knows how to handle me like no one else has been able to before and everyone before them...somehow -knows- I'm not supposed to be with them.

Fuck me sideways.

Well, it felt good to get this out.

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~Miss-Haha 2 days 5 hours ago
.:wizardhat:.
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Star. In a hat.
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~SarcasmSociety 2 days 5 hours ago
Have I told you I love you today?!

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Eva & Torrie...Industrial, Freddie, & Kilo...Savannah....Icon by ~Miss-Haha
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~SarcasmSociety 2 days 5 hours ago
Well...I fucking do. I can't believe you put a hat...a HAT on Star. XDD

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Eva & Torrie...Industrial, Freddie, & Kilo...Savannah....Icon by ~Miss-Haha
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~Miss-Haha 2 days 3 hours ago
HEY. HEY. HATS ARE SUPERIOR.
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